Monday, July 27, 2009

Opposites, Versuses, Againsts

Come to think about it, just about everything in this world has an equal and opposite element to it. Science has art, life has death, earth has sky, and even our brains have left and right hemispheres (which control the opposite side of the body).

Taoism perfectly describes the phenomenon with the "yin-yang" concept - with every manifestation of active (yang) power, there's a passive (yin) power to control it. Its a cycle with neither beginning nor end. Sometimes, some factors may went over the edge, while others were suppressed until they were not able to cope, but Mother Nature has a way to restore balance. Given enough time, Her agents and mechanics can return things to how it should be.

But humans have a differnet view on how "balanced" their surroundings should be. They tipped the scale, not just in their favour, but way into their desires. They created imbalance so that their lusts could be satiated, then they requested for evermore. In the process, actions that could destroy our own beloved Home, were committed to the extent that natural regen will be too late for mankind. One can only hope to attribute a little at a time, the best they can, to help heal the world so that the next generation will not inherit the consequences of their fathers' wrongs.

Are we too late?

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Decipher - Break the code.

IMHO, deciphering coded messages and breaking passwords that are not meant for you is a serious violation of privacy. If people keep things hidden, they do it because its in their best interest. So if we were to do this, we must ensure that it IS for good, that our conscience would not be stained by guilt for it.

"Blue Wolf"

Remember the story? Well, if you haven't, click the link later. Because the two words are not just the title of the stories, they are also a pseudonym I used during my time online. Can you figure out another meaning within? How would you do it?

Codes were invented when people needed to interact with each other, but faced inconvenience in direct communication. Maybe a lad wanted to express his feelings to his lover with a billet-doux, but was afraid of the parents discovering his intentions. Or maybe an undercover agent needed to pass messages on terrorist activities without being blown. Thus, cipher systems were invented. The corresponding de-code system would then be used to reveal meaning in what seemed to be gibberish. An example is the Morse code (which the uninitiated might think to be plain dots). But such systems have a common flaw - given enough time and resources, the system can be cracked. With the speed of today's supercomputers, many entities can break such codes in a matter of minutes.

But I guess that ain't helping you here. After all, this is a personal code, without a system to refer to, and its not even a random computer-generated-phrase. So, in order to comprehend it, you need to know its composer's psyche well. Here are a couple of hints to get you along:

~ I'm emo (or used to be).
~ I left some words about me in the blog. Look around.
~ I am proficient enough in both Chinese and English languages for competent application in daily life (Forgive my seeming lack of modesty).

Post a comment, or leave a note on my Cbox, on what have you deciphered from the two words above. If you get my "name within name" correct, I'll have to hand it to you, you're either a brilliant psychologist, or you already were my closest friend the moment you knew of my existence.

Then again, who said you couldn't be both?

Doomsday+4 : Reincarnation

Dismantle my being.
Decimate my name.
Efface my memories.
Destroy my spirit.
Obliterate my soul.

Break me into pieces, then fling them far and wide. Scatter the fragments that once formed who I was. Annihilate me, so that I may become more than me.

Let me be reborned

- ZT

Saturday, July 11, 2009

My Doomsday-like Prophecy of Myself

- "I have known people who would ask why I had a crew cut just so they could gossip it about, but whom would also stand in front of me if I sever my wrist and do nothing but sneer with contempt and disgust as they watched me bleed to death"

- "When people need my help, there I am, materializing out of thin air. Otherwise, for all purposes, I might as well have been invisible."

- "So here's a challenge for you - prove to me that life is still worth living to me, and I'll do it, I'll live on, if only for you, and you alone."

- ZT